Monday, October 10
is it possible for a person to be consistently accused of being both arrogant and self-deprecating? if i'm so very haughty, then maybe you're wrong when you say that i keep putting myself down. because i know i'm too arrogant for my own good. but hell, it's the only way a girl can survive. by building up all these layers of pride so that nothing can touch her anymore. and one thing that annoys me is to have people repeatedly tell me to smile / look cheery when i'm just looking normal. if my face curdles your food, that's too bad, because it's mine. i honestly can't help it that i was born with a melancholic face to match my personality. even when i'm just staring into space i somehow look on the verge of tears. you can't expect me to smile 24/7.
listening to the soundtrack of corpse bride. loving every second of it. yes i bought it today. wish i had the money to buy 'always' as well. i love so many songs in that album.
i don't feel like saying much now. sorry.
it must've been love.
10:10 pm
xoxo
